suhhvannuhh

I cannot believe I let her do this to me again. We've been going back and forth like this for a year and it fucking hurts. I'm so sick of it. I would do anything for her and she says she would do the same, but we both know that's bullshit. She doesn't give a damn about me. She never has. She tells me how much she cares for me and how attracted to me she is, then she goes and fucks her boyfriend. Yeah, he's her boyfriend again, guys. Isn't that wonderful? Fuck you.

I'm sorry I haven't posted anything in, like, forever. I just really needed to get away from here for a while. I'm back, though, and better than ever.

What I made for her is gone. My efforts are uneffective. She washed me away like I was never important... Probably because I never was.